Don't think about Elephants

I’ve thought that moving to a metropolis would help. I thought making new friends was going to be easy in a crowded city.

Somehow, it only made me feel more alienated and alone. I can’t seem to enjoy most things in life anymore.

Sometimes I ask myself how it felt if I just forgot any unpleasant experiences I’ve had so far. Maybe I’d be more optimistic. I don’t know.